Friday, May 7, 2010

apabila tekanan melanda diri

aku ni gila agaknya, bukan agak, memang pon. nak tahu kenapa? kejap.




NAH!








DULU....




SEKARANG....


yeeee, bagus efa. memang kau tak sambung belajar dekat uitm pon nanti. haihhh, rambut sudah karat sedikit tuh. tak apalah, benda dah buat en. ye ah tu, esk kene 'discriminate' mcm dulu lagi baru tahu ;P




footnote : pakai wig ah g uitm :P

tesl lalala

alhamdulillah, saya dapat upu. course tesl di uitm shah alam. bersyukur sangat2 sebab dpt tempat tak jauh + dekat dengan my sister (she's in uitm shah alam also) + suraya pon dpt same dgn saya! hooorayyyy!! i am soooo happy i got the chance to further my study with one of my bestfriend :)


so 23 may is the registration day. erh, dah tak lama dah tu. nervous lah pulak weyh plus tak nak tinggalkan rumah! knp budak asasi masuk awal? tak aci! saya tak berape nk ready lg la.

ok, memandangkan saya hanya tinggal sedikit masa untuk enjoy, lebih baik saya pergi enjoy sekarang! *nekad semacam -____-



footnote : it breaks my heart to leave you :(

Monday, May 3, 2010

empty..

i'm not in a very stable condition right now, i'm in thE SERABUT phase right now..
life hasn't been as wonderful as i thought it would be..
the same shit seems to happen again and again..

the truth is, ITS OVER. i mean me and him,
yeah i do love him, maybe i love him too much until i freaked him out or something..
and because of i was soo deeply madly in love with him, i became blind, too blind to see what he did behind my back..
i'm sorry, but i can't bear to be hurt anymore, no words, not a single word can describe how hurt i am..
this is hard for me..
it's not easy for me to forget you..
but what you did was so unfair and unforgiveable..


sooooo, i decided to go to langkawi this thursday..
i can't wait! seriously i can't!
i need to get out from here, i need to clear my head..
i can't stay here for the time being, everything around me reminds me of him..
i just need a time out..

and karma, please stop biting my ass!




footnote : what to do, i'm a loser in love