what a day!

sedang saye baring di atas katil ini sambil lappy berada di pangkuan. saye nk cerita sikit ni. hehe. seperti yg anda tahu tadi saye ade openhouse + birthday party sekali. :) it was soooooo tiring but worth it :)

i woke up at 7.30. mandi2 then i had my breakfast. pkul 8.30 da stat berjuang di dapur! saye, mama, kak long and due org bibik bertungkus lumus untuk memasak menu2 yg dirancang seperti :

1. laksa china
   
2. lontong
   
3. rendang daging
   
4. kuah kacang
   
5. lompat tikam
   
6. pudding
   
7. finger food
   
8. myan kam (it's a thai food)

erh, tu je yg ingt skang ni. yg lain tu lupe la. hehe. so here are some of the pictures of the day. tak bnyk tgkp gmba la. kinda busy. soryyyy :)

guess da start smpi...

dan sampai lagi....

dan sampai lagi dan lagi

hah. da row ni dah penuh

row ni pon..

pulut kuning. it's for me n my mum's birthday. ouh, forgot to tell ue, kiteorg gabungkan birthday sape2 yg lahir bulan october. so, it's me, my mom, damian n dania :)

here is some of the food. aduh, lapar plak tengok. hehe.

dania's cake!

damian's cake. ala... da kene potong da.

video waktu nyanyi lagu birthday kat dania n damian. damian tetibe ngengade plak time nih. nyampah! ;D

the cakes n cupcakes! erh, saye tak sempat rase cupcakes tu :(

eh, tgk birthday boy ni. lari2 plak die.

rakan2 tercinta yg sdg mencuba myan kam. glad they love it :)

seronoknye mereka


sedap tak makan?

terima kasih sudi dtg :)

nadia n sue sewaktu menunggu parents mereka untuk mengambil mereka.

ha. ini saye da penat sgt da ni. smpi mencangkong. da tak larat da nk diri.

boys and girls! meet baby ucop! comel kan die? my god, geraaaammmmmmnye tgk die!! rase nk geget2 je die. aku kidnap jgak budak ni kang.

meet damian hensem and adam gorgeous! comel sgt budak due ekor ni! sori la gmbr blur skit. gmbr ni je yg nmpk muke adam. gmbr lain sume hanco sbb die suke lari bile org nk tgkp gmba die. die tak suke papparazi sbb die gorgeous sgt. haha :P


meet dania the birthday girl and daffi. daffi ni kakak adam. comel kan die. besar esk ni hotstuff ni. haha.

so far the function was oke la. walaupon RAMAI kawan2 yg tak dtg. tp tak pe la. tak kisah. korg better come up with a REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD REASON. sbb aku da mmg plan nk tacing nih. muahahahaha.

td saye dilande dilemma same ade nk pergi rumah shaffiq ke tak. mule2 tak nk pergi sbb penat gler kot. nk jalan pon lutut rase ketar2. tp i changed my mind after that bcoz since my openhouse tak rmi my BFF yg dtg, saye rase like super sedih la kn. so sy x nk shaffiq rase mcm tu. jd saye kuatkn semangat jgak pergi rumah die. tak rugi you i pergi rumah die. nasi kerabu n laksa die terbaek ah!! aku da la tak mkn satu hari (walaupon umah penuh dgn mknn), kenyang aku nok! hahaha. thanks shaffiq! :)

aduh, penatnye nih. exhausted like hell! i gtg. i need to sleep ASAP!

footnote : sape yg tak dtg umah aku, aku tak nk kawan ngan die seminggu!

OMG! OMG!

OMG! OMG! BEYONCE NK DATANG MALAYSIA!!! OMG!! OMG!! SHE'S COMING ON THE 25TH OCTOBER!! AKU NAK PERGI! AKU NK PERGI! AKU NK PERGI! MANE BOLE TAK PERGI. SHE'S MY IDOL OKE! ADUH, HARAP2 LA BOLE PEGI. RAKAN2 TERCINTA! SAPE NK PERGI SEKALI?? :DD


footnote : hai, makin nk spm makin galak plak aku nih nk enjoy. haha :P

tak ape.... dah tak kisah da sbenanye...

td amani msg saye. die ckp :

"efa... syud have told me everything yg berlaku waktu **** td. maafkan aku tak dpt nk teman kau waktu tu. bile aku dgr benda tu, darah aku naek. mendidih. she doesn't suppose to talk to you like that. die tak de hak nk ckp anything bout ue efa. we know ue more than she knows ue efa"

thanx amani! i really appreciate that! syg kau. muahhxxx!!! :')

well tadi time ***** saye kene sembur sikit a.k.a sindiran atau tegoran yg agk kasar. erh, saye sbenanye terkejut apabila BELIAU berkata2 begitu terhadap saye. nk tahu ke die ckp ape? erm, psl sy tak tutup aurat dekat luar + psl saye penah msk magazine. dgr mcm tak sakit hati kn? tp cube dgr care die ckp in her own way.

hey, i didn't mean to talk about her behind her back. but, please... i've been dealing with this kinda bullshit since i was form 1. ape yg die tegor tuh mmg la betul. but the problem here is, care die tegor tu mcm more tu nk memalukn saye dlm kelas.

yg best nye la kn. td die ade ckp ngan aina mcm ni "aina... boleh tak saye nk sentuh sikit psl awak? tak pe kan?" aku ingtkn ape la yg die nk tego. rupe2nye nk ckp psl trial pmr aina dulu die x dpt straight a's. tp pmr dpt. ingtkn mende serius ke ape kn. tp bile time nk ckp psl aku tak de slm tak de ape. terus je bukak citer psl aku. mmg aku tak terkejut lah kn. well, it was so nice of you %*%^(%^ untuk meminta izin dgn aina untuk menyentuh psl die. penuh dgn COURTESY. dgn saye tak perlu la kn? sbb saye rase awak rase golongan mcm saye nih tak perlu di treat dgn penuh COURTESY kn?

saye ingtkn dlm dunia nih, diskriminasi yg ade cume lah terhadap black people. itupun da kurang zaman sekarang nih. tidak sangka pulak saye golongan yg tidak bertudung nih pon nk diskriminasikannye. nmpk gayenye saye nih pon dlm golongan black people. saye nih black ke? saye cerah la jgak kn. mungkin da gelap sikit la sbb asyik pergi pulau dulu.

haihhh. i'm tired with all of this. i noe i salah. aku mengaku. aku mmg slh. and ape yg die ckp tu mmg betul. cume apa yg die 'cube' lakukan tuh mcm tak kene jeh carenye kn.

saye rase.... ini ape yg saye RASE la kan. lagipon saye bknnye hebat dlm bidang agama nih tapi saye phm la jgak en. saye slalu rase bhw sy sbg manusia yg biase saye x penah JUDGE org by the way they look and i NEVER JUDGE people punye keberkatan ke hape ke. bcoz saye rase itu antara die dgn Allah. mane kite tahu die tu berkat ke tak berkat? ape hak kite nk ckp die tu mendpt keberkatan Dia atau tidak?

tapi itu ape yg saye rase lah. mungkin BELIAU yg agak wara' itu mmg bole rase org tu mendapat rahmat dan keberkatan-Nya. wallahualam.

apa2 pon, walau silap mcm mane pon saye ini. walau kotor mane pon saye di mata anda wahai &^#^&^@, saye hanya inginkan sedikit 'layanan yang tidak mendiskriminasi' saya. saye hormat anda. sumpah, saye respect awak.

saye bkn shj respect awak, tetapi saye juge salute awak. saye tak rase ade org lain yg mempunyai determination and strong will seperti awak. alangkah baiknya kalau you could see more in me than just a 'pompuan yg tak tutup aurat'.

footnote : ape yg saye tulis nih end kat sini jeh. sekian.

this goes to you young man!

last nite i couldn't sleep... you wanna noe y? well because all of sudden YOU pop into my peaceful happy carefree mind... mcm2 i pike psl you. especially time kite ade text hari tu. thank you very much S! i couldn't ask more!

"i pon suke you... tapi kalau i single time tu, i mesti da....."

DA HAPE HAH? DA HAPE?? how dare you said that to me? how dare you! you dun noe how it really kills me inside when you said that you still have feelings for me. for god sake, knp you kene torture i mcm ni? you obviously dun noe how hurt it is to hear someone that you SAYANG who happens to be yg da ade gf da pon ckp yg die still sayang kat you.


you think i wanna believe you? please! bule blah. dulu mungkin lah i ni dumb nk percaye ape yg ue kate tu. skang nih? dah tak da. bcoz i believe, kalu ue really2 like me at that time, you xkn buat ape yg ue buat kat i dulu tu. and you wanna noe y i've been avoiding to see you everytime you ask me out? can't you see?! i dah x nk ada ape2 da ngan ue! nada! zero! tak paham ke hah? let me put this in terms that people like you can understand. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU ANYMORE. haaaa. skang baru ue paham kot? memandangkan muke ue tuh muke ala2 mat salleh kn. mungkin bhs tu baru ue paham?

you... come on la... you have a gf dat loves ue more than anything in this world... just please love her the way she loves you. don't ever do to her what you did to me oke? cukup je la i sorg yg ue tipu. x payah la nk buat damage kat hidup pompuan lain plak.

bcoz the damage that you had done to me is hard for me to fix it. obviously i gotta fix it on my own kn? buknnye ade pill ke ape ke.

hey you! FYI, a few months after i had the major meltdown with you, i had a bf. but it couldn't last. you wanna noe y we broke up? he said that he knew that i'm still not over you.

now, can't you see what you had done to me? maybe you rase mcm i ni oke je kn? maybe you rase mcm mende yg ue buat tu tak tnggl kat pape kesan pon kt i kn? well, you're totally wrong mister!

you wanna noe what's the difference between us? UE SUKE I. whereas, I SAYANG KAT UE. for me, there's a big difference between suke, sayang and cinta. and i tak berani lagi nk ckp yg i cinta kat ue sbb seriuosly i x paham pon cinta tu ape. i cume penah syg org jeh.


so, that's it! i had enough of you.

footnote : harap maaf. entry kali ni saye emosi sikit. lame sgt da pendam kot. saye jnji lepas nih tak de da entry yg merane2 nih.