a letter to a friend..

dear suraya hani,

i miss you like hell dear!! only god knows how lost i am without you.

you know..

since you've been away, dah tak ada orang nk head banging dgn aku lagu imma be.

since you've been away, dah tak ada orang suruh aku nyanyi lagu missing you by BEP kuat-kuat.

since you've been away dah tak orang nak duet dgn aku lagu do you remember by jay sean.

since you've been away, dah tak ada orang nak breakfast dgn aku pagi2 dekat RIM.

since you've been away, dah tak ada orang nak lunch dgn aku dekat secret recipe then berebut kek.

since you've been away dah tak ada orang yg aku nk bawak pergi shisha.

since you've been away, dah tak ada orang nk comfort aku tgh2 malam kalau aku meroyan tibe2.

since you've been away, dah tak ada orang yang always remind me to take my medication.

since you've been away, dah tak ada orang nak orderkan aku ais kosong due gelas.

since you've been away, a part of me went with you..

since you've been away everything don't seem like they used to be, itu bak kata BEP lah kan.

anyway, i miss you soooo badly and i am looking forward to the weekend just so i can hear your voice on the phone eventhough it kills me to not be able to hug you nor see you in front of me. insyaallah one day i'll visit you there :)

footnote : baliklah cepat suraya hani :(

sorry for the MIA

sorry i've been missing lately, blog pon tergendala, bukan kerana tak ada benda untuk diceritakan, malah BANYAK yg nak diceritakan tapi mood untuk berblogging hilang semenjak due menjak ini. tidak tahu lah kenapa.

it's okay now! i'm back people! :D



footnote : meh sini aku berblogging smpi kau muntah nk bace :P

alfatihah*

alfatihah kepada arwah pak ngah peli
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman
amin..
1935-2010



footnote : abah tinggal dua beradik je sekarang, kesian dia :(

can somebody make me go *POOF!*?

i love my bestfriends but i love him also. so how?
since when there are sides?
since when i have to choose?
since when there are borders among us?
since when?
it's quite unfair you know.
are you telling me that after all this years we'd spent together, all of those sweet memories together, that the word FRIENDSHIP meant nothing to you?
like i am NOTHING to you?
i know i am wrong, i admit that, but could you at least show me some courtesy?
i love you my friend, seriously i do, you are one of my closest friend for godsake, and it really breaks my heart to see you treating me this way.
the pain is far more worse than swallowing a handful of bitter painkillers or getting acid spilled on your face.
i don't want this thing to change anything between us. please, i'm begging you please don't let this come in our way.
let's just be like how we used to be aite buddy?



footnote : i am truly sorry. but please, don't make me choose.