Tuesday, March 9, 2010

alfatihah*

alfatihah kepada arwah pak ngah peli
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman
amin..
1935-2010



footnote : abah tinggal dua beradik je sekarang, kesian dia :(

Saturday, March 6, 2010

can somebody make me go *POOF!*?

i love my bestfriends but i love him also. so how?
since when there are sides?
since when i have to choose?
since when there are borders among us?
since when?
it's quite unfair you know.
are you telling me that after all this years we'd spent together, all of those sweet memories together, that the word FRIENDSHIP meant nothing to you?
like i am NOTHING to you?
i know i am wrong, i admit that, but could you at least show me some courtesy?
i love you my friend, seriously i do, you are one of my closest friend for godsake, and it really breaks my heart to see you treating me this way.
the pain is far more worse than swallowing a handful of bitter painkillers or getting acid spilled on your face.
i don't want this thing to change anything between us. please, i'm begging you please don't let this come in our way.
let's just be like how we used to be aite buddy?



footnote : i am truly sorry. but please, don't make me choose.