a clearer picture for you..

i'm a square peg and you're a round hole






we can never fit each other..




footnote : et il me dit que je suis la femme parfaite

demam panas + PD = TERBAIK!

jumaat lepas saya telah pergi ke PD dengan keluarga dan juga kawan2 kak long saya. kawan2 kak long saya memang rapat dengan family saya, mereka berkawan baik sejak di bangku sekolah lagi, meaning waktu saye kecik lagi, waktu hingus meleleh lagi dan gigi juga rongak. *tak memasal kutuk diri sendiri, abaikan.

jadi, ibu bapa saya dah jadi mcm ibu bapa mereka juga. thats why kami join family day mereka. this year's event was fantastic! padat & fun! the first day, jumaat, bbq nite. the food was delicious! :)) and yes, saya smpi sahaja PD, demam terus melanda. tapi time ni demam biasa2 sahaja lagi. nasib baik saya bawak ubat sekali. boleh makan. tapi malam tu badan saya sangat panas, tapi saya rasa sangat sejuk, badan ni menggigil2 kesejukan. sweater pakai, stokin pakai, selimut pakai, dah mcm duduk dekat alaska.

okay, the next day, saya bangun, rasa macam okay pulak. aku pon apa lagi, bergalak aje. saturday was a telematch day. this was soooo fun! we had a blast! :)) kelakar melihat gelagat abang2 yang dah tua ni tapi perangai mengalahkan budak kecik. kalah anak2 dieorang. main tipu dalam setiap permainan sudah menjadi suatu kewajipan bagi sesetengah mereka *itu termasuk abang ipar saya, die kepala malangnya -___- . mencuri player orang lain pon ade jugak. cuba merasuah pengadil pon ade jugak. main tendang2 pon ade jugak walaupon tak sepatutnya menendang orang dalam game tersebut. pelik, acara lumba makan ais krim tapi menendang orang? nampak kaitannya?

saya pon tidak. tak apa. kite lupakan, moving on. by lunch time all the telematch dah habis. so, kami semua makan tengah hari. after lunch, i head back to my room sebab saya dah mula rasa tak sedap badan balik. sampai je bilik, saya tak sempat pon masuk bilik sendiri, terus rebah di sofa di living room. tak larat nak bangun makan ubat, badan dah panas dan panas dan panas. tapi kuatkan juga semangat untuk bangun dan makan ubat demi kesihatan diri saya! okay, saya tipu. sebenarnya saya pekik dekat anak buah saya yang berumur 3 tahun suruh die ambilkan saya handbag saya dan air mineral untuk saya makan ubat saya. he was such a good & smart boy. thank you damian :)

malam itu adalah Fellowship of the White Knights dinner. semua orang kene pakai putih, obviously la kan? dah white knight. tapi baju saya tak berapa nk putih la. tak ape lah, asalkan ade putih sikit-sikit. this is the climax of the events. no words can describe the excitement we had :) karaoke, musical chair, bola beracun, poco-poco, all fun! fun! fun! yang penting, saya kesejukan sepanjang dinner tersebut, muka keras je.

wanna know what i did to keep myself warm? okay, saya ambik segelas teh tarik yang panas tu, then saya duduk di meja saya dan saya pegang cawan yg panas tu. tuhan saja tahu betapa warmnye saya pada waktu itu. dan teh tarik itu saya tak minum sebab saya memang tak minum teh tarik kecuali teh tarik yang mak saya buat. jangan tanya kenapa, saya memang macam itu. apabila kepanasan teh tarik tersebut telah hilang dan it can't longer provide me warmth, saya pas teh tarik itu kepada orang lain suruh die minum. kemudian saya ambil yang baru dan repeat the same thing again and again and again sampai dinner itu habis.

bijak kan saya?

balik sahaja sini, demam panas. siap mak saya tumpang letak cawan teh o die dekat dahi saya. die kate teh o die dah tak panas -___-

footnote : alhamdulillah, saye dah beransur sembuh. demam tiada lagi. rashes juga sudah semakin tiada :)

this is how it should be..

Je suis content que c'est ainsi que nous finissons

yes, i do

you go your way and i'll go my way

no one will get hurt, emotionally of course

let bygone be bygone aite?

there's no point of looking back to the old days

it'll just make things worse

what has happened, happened

let's just move on with our lives

its easier that way, no heart will get offended


footnote : i've decided, i think its best if we oubliez les uns des autres. its for our best :)

semakin hari semakin...

semakin hari semakin dekat dengan hari untuk mengambil result..

ya allah, takut nyaaaa...




footnote : cantiknyaaaa muke kau takot efa :P

rindu serindu rindunyaaaa

rindu nak balik rumah di kampung..

rindu nak duduk rumah dalam dusun tu..

rindu terjaga pagi2 sebab nak terkencing sebab sejuk sangat..

rindu nak terjaga pagi2 sebab carik selimut sebab dah menggigil..

rindu nak mandi pagi2 dengan air yang tuhan sahaja tahu betape sejuknya..

rindu nak breakfast dekat kedai abg majid sebelah rumah..

rindu nak makan nasi lemak & roti canai die..terbaik! pak cik sedara saya memang a good cook! :)

rindu nak balik rumah tok chu..

rindu nak gelak ketawa dengan mak2 sedara..

rindu dekat ayah long :(

rindu nak mandi sungai pahang yang penuh dengan buaya ;)

rindu pemandangan pokok2 di keliling rumah..

the conclusion is, i miss my hometown. i miss EVERYTHING about it.

pagi tadi semua orang balik kampung sbb CNY holiday kn? so, yg tinggal dekat sini hanyalah saya, kak cik dan abangah. gahhhh, tak sukenye kene tinggal. tapi sebab kerja kan? kena lah sacrifice sikit.

footnote : rumah kosong, party ah jom! HAHAHAHAHAngguk kau. kalau kau nk arwah cepat try lah buat -___-

just dropping in....

wishing a happy a chinese new year to all!
its the year of tiger people!
lets RAWWWWRR! ;)


footnote : oren kini menjadi makanan ruji pule semenjak nk CNY ni haha

finally!

i got my stuff from old blossom!

abby brought it back yesterday..finally en after a month, baru dapat.
btw, thanx abby! i love u lah kakak! ;)
and thanx to old blossom also.
i really love my bag n my skirt. thank you so much :)


the heart bucket bag

and the polka dot skirt..



footnote : rase polka dot skirt tu mcm pendek sikit -___-

amboi..

erh..

lately ni, asal aku on myspace je, friend request aku would be mereka2 yg buat online shopping

-______-

macam tahu2 saje dorg nih..

amboi, hang pa nak perangkap cheq naaaa?

hang pa nk jin shopping aku merasuk lagi yaaaaa ;)

tak boleh, tak boleh. iman ku tak kan goyang. lately ni asyik spend je duit. lame2 berlubang poket.

eh, eh. rase mcm nk beli pump shoes warna hitam dgn merah pulak lah.




footnote : ha! tengok tu! konon kuat iman -____-

esok!

mari ke congkak!
:)))
sandwich aku bawak eh?
:)))


footnote : gahhhh, kena bangun pagi lagi -___-

shite!

i had my computer test this morning.

i should be at the imkeda's office at 8 am

BUT...

i woke up at 7.40 am.

i panicked.

took my shower for 8 minutes

whoa. that was fast man! for me laaa... :P

put on my clothes for 4 minutes

its 7. 52 am already

i screamed for my mom, she's still in the toilet -____-

luckily my dad was outside, he was feeding his ikan kelisa

"bah, send me to the office can ya? i'm late! asap bah!"

"ok, tp my wallet is upstairs..."

"no need for the wallet bah, we'll be qiuck :))"

dad start the engine and zoom off!

it was 7.55 already.

i looked at my face at the side mirror. i look horror!

so i put on some powder, eye liner and lip balm at the traffic light.

the car next to me was staring at me. like i care -___-

yada yada yada. i reached the office at 8.10 am.

damn! i was 10 minutes late.

the van was already there. they were waiting for me i guess..

i'm sorry :(

reached the test place and bla bla.

took a photo with the most selebet face ever! haha

i took the test for 21 minutes.

went out of the room and got my result. alhamdulillah. i passed it :)

47/50

it was okay i guess.

tomorrow i got the bengkel or whatever and have to be there at 8 am also!


i seriously need to put TWO alarms on my nightable -____-



footnote : now i'm sleepy. didn't get much sleep these days

let's talk gibberish..

kecik-kecik dah ada bf -___- eleyh mcm aku tak pernah je en :P haha. tengok budak-budak kecik sekarang bukan main lg bercintan. kalah mak nyah. especially dekat ms en, 'titew cayunk diew', 'he is my hubby, back off sluts!' dan sebagainya. hahahaha, tak kisah lah adik-adik. nk bercinta, cinta la as long as studying is still your priority and you know your limits :) . omg efa, knp engkau membebel pulak ni? mcm da tua sgt jeh. haha

ok, itu bukan lah main point untuk entry kali ni, sebenarnya benda lain. erhhh, ok sbenarnya dlm entry ni tak ada apa2 point. sengaja untuk menghilangkan bosan.

28th february, saya ada dapat satu job. BUNGA TELUR GIRL. i'm doing it as a favour to my friend's friend. my friend's friend ask my friend for a favour ; to find bunga telur girl for his brother wedding. so my friend ask me for a favour as a favour to his friend. so i'm not only doing a favour to my friend but also a favour to my friend's friend. ayat tak payah nk pusing2 sgt la en.. :DD

18th february, the last day of abg am's mc! yeayyyy!! :P abg am is a fitness trainer at iris spa & fitness centre. the ONLY fitness trainer to be precised. haha. he broke his leg a few weeks ago and got 25 days of mc. soooo, yeah, i'm alone handling the business. luckily my brother is free for the time being so he's the one whose helping me out. and to abg am : get well soon! or should i say, i can't wait for you to get well soon! ;) hahaha

semalam abby balik sekejap. die baru balik dr ipoh. ade kenduri doa selamat dekat rumah bf die. bf die nk fly to new zealand to further his studies next week. brape lame die pergi b? 6 tahun eh? eh silap, 3 tahun sudaaaaa. haha. my god, she's going to enter that a-long-distance-relationship phase. be strong abby! and to abg hafiz, sorry i couldn't make it to BOTH of your kenduri doa selamat at shah alam n perak. and please take care of yourself there and i'm gonna miss you. and jgn buat perangai dekat sane. kalau efa dengar abby complaint psl abg hafiz, efa carik abg hafiz dekat sane! :P haha, kidding dude. hope you're gonna do well with ur studies. balik sini nanti ajar efa english power2 eh? ;)

and yesss, walaupon abby balik sini tapi die masih LUPA untuk ambik barang2 saye dr old blossom box -_____-

footnote : lapar, nak makan :(

eiffel i'm in love ;)

vous avez brisé mon cœur. vous m'avez promis que vous ne l'avais jamais me quitter. Je sais que vous êtes blessé à cause de moi. mais je pense que nous pouvons survivre à l'avenir si nous sommes plus forts ensemble sayang. mais vous ne le croyez pas. vous ne croyez pas que je crois. Je ne vous blâme pas d'sayang rien. C'est justement ce que je ressens. peut être que je ne suis pas prêt de vous laisser aller. Je veux plus, mais vous n'avez pas.

p/s: Je n'ai jamais cessé de vous aimer

footnote : korg tak phm en? aku pon same. hahaha :P

online shopping

so yeah, i just bought 2 pair of roxy flip flops at myspace just now. at first i nak satu jeh. but then tengok yang lain2 mcm cantik juga. itu yang terhasut nak beli dua tuh. yaaaaa, itu tandanya jin shopping saye dah masuk ye adik2.

and then..... td zafirah which is the person yg jual flip flops tu upload some moreeee pictures of gorgeous flops. dahhhhhh aku dilemma lagi. but i decided to go with two of my earlier choices tu. lusa die deliver dekat saye! yeay!!

see, order hari ni lusa boleh dpt. yg barang2 aku yg aku order dekat old blossom box store tu tak dapat2 lagi. no, it's not jezmine's fault which is the owner. it's my sister's fault! jezmine pernah tnye nak die post sekali ke tak? but then i thought my sister is near with jezmine so i thought she can picked it up for me. lagi pon tak payah lah bayar extra charges untuk pos laju en? kau tengok, kedekut betul aku. padahal tmbh rm8 je pon haha :P

ABBY CEPATLAH BAWAK BALIK POLKA DOT SKIRT EFA AND BEG MERAH TUUUUUU!!!

*marah ni, haaaaa.

footnote : sape nk bawak saye pergi shah alam? so that i can pick up my things from jezmine. saye belanje awak choco top. mahu? ;)

let me tell ya one time!

i never thought that i'm gonna be one of those girls who would be screaming over him ;)

justin bieber! kenapalah kau baru 16 tahun? haha


footnote : i love your hair :)

i wanna dance with somebody ;)

awwww..tibe2 ter'smitten' dengan lagu ini kembali. comelnyeee kalau dapat menari dengan kekasih hati di bawah sinaran rembulan. hahaha. omg efa! mengapakah terlebih dose jiwang ni?

footnote : lagu lama jugak best :)

child labour is soooo not cool!

okay, here's the thing, i was at the mamak in front of my shop yesterday evening with my abang shafik, abg fendi, and abgangah banyak en bodyguard saya? :P then suddenly datanglah budak yang umurnya mungkin dalam linkungan 10-11 tahun ke meja makan saya. dia memakai t shirt berwarna merah, seluar hitam, bersongkok dan membawa sling bag hitam. dan die sgt skinny. pakai skinny jeans pon tak muat gamaknye.

ditangannya pula terdapat minyak sapu or bam. kesian saya tengok die, die berpeluh2, merah padam muka die because of the heat. semalam mmg panas kot. even i was sweating like a pig at the mamak. eeeeww efa! don't have to menton that one..

ok moving on, so he came to our table with 'abang....derma untuk sekolah tahfiz...bla..bla...bla...' i didn't concentrate on what he was saying because i kept thinking 'what was this kid doing here?, whom was he with?, who send him here? have he eaten or drink?, did he go to school?' all of this question kept running in my head untill abang fendi starts to speaks:

abang fendi : dari mana ni dik?
little boy : dari sekolah tahfiz kedah
abang fendi : jauhnye dik. siapa hantar sini?
little boy : ustad bang.
abang fendi : ni balik mcm mane? siapa ambik?
little boy : ustad ambik kejap lg

then, abang fendi bg die rm5 and said 'duit ni untuk adik taw. pergi beli air ke ape.'

haish, kesian budak tuh. i just don't agree with the idea of child labour. in fact, who does eyy? they shouldn't be doing all that. they deserve a normal life like all the other kids around. they have their own right. ustad die pon kalau ye pon nk mintak derma tak perlulah suruh budak2 tuh. suruh dieorg belajar diam2 dekat tahfiz tu sudaaaa.

entah mak bapak dorg tahu ke tidak anak2 dorg kene buat kerja macam tu. i'm sorry but i'm a bit sensitive bout this kinda stuff. it's heartbreaking. come on people, use your brain! a child doing your work? its irrational.

footnote : the children are our future, you want to destroy their future? u're destroying yours then. think about it :)

get well soon kiddo!

awwwww, kesian budak kecik nih. die kene chicken pox.
get well soon suhail damian iman!
nanti mak su dtg visit damian ok?
mak su bawak lollipop sekali ok? ;)
i love you! :)


footnote : i miss him bullying me ;(