empty..

i'm not in a very stable condition right now, i'm in thE SERABUT phase right now..
life hasn't been as wonderful as i thought it would be..
the same shit seems to happen again and again..

the truth is, ITS OVER. i mean me and him,
yeah i do love him, maybe i love him too much until i freaked him out or something..
and because of i was soo deeply madly in love with him, i became blind, too blind to see what he did behind my back..
i'm sorry, but i can't bear to be hurt anymore, no words, not a single word can describe how hurt i am..
this is hard for me..
it's not easy for me to forget you..
but what you did was so unfair and unforgiveable..


sooooo, i decided to go to langkawi this thursday..
i can't wait! seriously i can't!
i need to get out from here, i need to clear my head..
i can't stay here for the time being, everything around me reminds me of him..
i just need a time out..

and karma, please stop biting my ass!




footnote : what to do, i'm a loser in love