i'm addicted to this

I don't mind it

I don't mind at all

It's like you're the swing set

And I'm the kid that falls

It's like the way we fight

The times I've cried

We come to blows

And every night

The passion's there

So it's got to be right

Right?

No I don't believe you

When you say don't come around here no more

I won't remind you

You said we wouldn't be apart

No I don't believe you

When you say you don't need me anymore

So don't pretend to

Not love me at all

I don't mind it

I still don't mind at all

It's like one of those bad dreams

When you can't wake up

It looks like you've given up

You've had enough

But I want more

No I won't stop

Because I just know

You'll come around

Right?

No I don't believe you

When you say don't come around here no more

I won't remind you

You said we wouldn't be apart

No I don't believe you

When you say you don't need me anymore

So don't pretend to

Not love me at all

Just don't stand there and watch me fall

Because I, because I still don't mind at all

It's like the way we fight

The times I've cried

We come to blows

And every night

The passion's there

So it's got to be right,

Right?

No I don't believe you

When you say don't come around here no more

I won't remind you

You said we wouldn't be apart

No I don't believe you

When you say you don't need me anymore

So don't pretend to

Not love me at all

I don't believe you

footnote : well, you have to start to BELIEVE it efa.

confident level yg tinggi penting ye adik2.

pagi tadi kan... i woke up at 9.00am. oke, i lied. i woke up at 9.15 am. oke! oke! i lied again, i woke at 9.35 am. geeeshhh. hehe. 'tuisyen' start pukul 10. bgn 25 minutes before tuisyen start en, mmg sempat sgt lah.

sdg mama membebel bagai, i took my shower. habis shower, da pukul 10 da, dang! aku lmbt. x pe lah, lmbt sikit. sikit ke? haha

i had my breakfast then pggl mama. mama....!!jom...!!

the moment i got into the car, i had an instinct to called nad. like, eh, call nad lah. knp die diam je pagi ni? selalunye nk pergi tuisyen, last nite or pg tadi die mesti call tnye aku pergi ke tak? die senyap jeh ni? ntah2 x de tuisyen? shit, jgn cam ni. aku da keluar rumah ni.

so, i called nad. tut..tut..tut...

nad : hello
efa : nad, kau tak pergi tusyen ke?
nad : tusyen kat sekola ke?
efa : bukan, IK la. kau tak pergi ke?
nad : hah?! bkn esk ke?! sehari sebelum paper?
efa : hah?!! serius ke?? aku da otw da ni weyh!
nad : weyh, aku tak tahu la. kau cube tnye amani. mampos aku kalau tak pergi
efa : ok! ok! aku call amani kejap

i dialled amani's number but she didn't answered. rase mcm nk call umah die but aku CONFIDENT en die kat IK tgh tuisyen. but i decided to call her house. mane la tahu kan KOT2 die ade.

tak payah kot2. die mmg ade kat umah. kebingungan mule melanda diri ini.

efa : hello. amani izzati ade?
adik amani : kejap eh.

eh? amani ade? die tak pergi tuisyen ke?

amani : hello
efa : amani, ni efa ni. kau tak pergi tuisyen ke?
amani : tuisyen mane?
efa : IK la.
amani : esok la....
efa : hah?! bukan hari ni eh?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. amani! aku ingt hari ni doe! aku da otw kau tahu??
amani : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. kau ni... semangat sgt tuh. esok la. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

once i end my conversation with amani aku gelak habis2an dlm kereta dgn mama. mama nasib baik tak marah. die gelak saje. itu lah die adik2, over confident. nasib baik tak smpi IK lagi. kalau tidak, melangok la aku kat sane sorg2. hahaha. then i decided to go to nadia's house. tak tahu kenapa. saje nk lepak dgn die. da kate awek en, mesti la nk spend time together. eeewww!! hehe

anyhow, i had a blast with her. kiteorg 'study' habisssss... study you tube, study ats katil. menggila, melepak, berbaring2an di ats katil die. menangkap2 gamba. haha.

then....tibe2....nad; efa! aku nk make up kau!

aku pon merelakan sahaje. pompuan kan...tipu la tak suke kene make up. hahahaha. tak sangka die pandai make up. make up die cantik doe! tak tipu. tapi malangye muke aku ni tak berape nk cantik, dgn eyebag nye ape. so make up tu tak 'hidup' di muke saye. wah! begitu.

tapi nad, aku tak sangka kau ade bakat terpendam. good for you babe! mantapkan lagi skill kau tu k? :)

gamba ade di blog die ; http://nadiarocher.blogspot.com/ tengokla kalau nak. tak nak suda. ade aku kesah? hahaha.

footnote : saye mmg selalu jadi 'tikus makmal'. selalu menjadi bahan 'eksperimen'. haha

good times...

haha.. i got a surprised this morning.. it was 10.30 am i guess. and yesss people, i am still on my bed. i was awake by the sound of the text msg in my phone. i got a text msg from an unknown number and it says weyh.aku kat lua.

and i was like. hah? sape pulak dekat luar ni? sape dtg? ni nom......zzzzzzzz aku tertido balik. hahaha. then another text msg masuk. aku terjage balik. nombor unknown jugak. rupe2nye nombor td. die kate kua lah.hee.

aduh, sape pulak kacau aku tidur ni? knp aku kene keluar? arggghhhh. potong betul. haha

aku pon bangun dgn muke selebetnye, pergilah dekat family hall, tgk depan rumah tak ade sape pon. dlm hati da pns da, sape lah yg kurang hasam prank aku ni?

tibe2 kak long ckp, efa! phone!

sape pulak dah call ni..

rupe2nye nadia, die nk cerita something yg agk sweet. haishhhh. beruntung la kau nad. jeles i! haha. sori la kalau aku bagi reaksi yg agk 'plain'. aku baru bgn tido ah. otak br nk warm up. hihi.

oke, sambung cerita. so, aku pon reply kat nombor tu, sape ni? while nadia was still on the line of course.

then he replied, aku la ngok. seypul. haha. kau sombong, x nk kua kn!

aku bkn sombong la woi. kau yg tak ade dpn umah aku. tyhen i replied, x de pon kau dpn umah aku?

ade lah, kat bwh. xnmpk ke? ade kete merah ni.

and i was like. mane? arghh. plus, aku tgh ckp dgn nad. so, aku pon concentrate la dkt nad dulu. sdg nad sdg syok bercerita dkt aku tibe2 my phone rang. an unknown number jugak call.

unknown : hello
efa : hello
unknown : weyh efa
efa : sape ni?
unknown : .......er...er...ni black la
efa : hah? black? sape?
unknown : iqmal black la....
efa: ooooooo!! iqmal! hahaha
iqmal : keluar lah, aku dekat depan rumah kau ni.
efa : mane korg? aku tak nmpk pon korg? haishhh
iqmal : haisshhhh ade laaaaaa
efa : ouh! wait! korg dkt pintu pagar satu lagi eh?
iqmal : ...........
efa : x pe, kejap2. (pap. aku letak)

sambung ckp dgn nad jap. then i have to cut off the conversation la sbb org dtg pulak en tibe2. then i went into mama's room. pergi jenguk dkt tingkap then nmpk dorg! waaaaaa. lame siot x nmpk dorg. rinduuuuuu huhu

i yelled from upstairs smbil membongkok kerane baju tidur pade waktu itu agak...er..agak...ha, pape je lah.

efa: korg! weyh, korg!

mereka tercari2 dari manekah dtg suare itu en

efa: dkt ats ni lah!

then baru dorg nmpk... :)

efa: weyh, hai korg!! :DDD aku tak mandi lg la weyh! aku br bgn ni.. hahahaha. korg tggu kejap. eh, masuk la dulu. masuk ikut gate satu lg tu. imal, kau park je kereta kau kat dlm.

then aku pergi mandi. lepas mandi, tgk dkt depan balik kete imal da tak ade. i called him. he said die pergi beli paper sekejap. die kate saiful n imran ade. and i was like, mane ade? tak ade sape pon kat bwh.

so, i called saiful. die ade dkt luar. x nk masuk. segan konon! nyampah aku! haha

so, put on my clothes and i ran down the stairs. excited nk jumpe kwn lame. hihi

smpi je kat luar, i saw iqmal standing in front of his 'gf' haha. and saiful and imran and....ariff! yes, he was there. terkejut kot! i was stunt jugak la. my reaction says it all i guess. i was so excited to see imal n saiful. terjerit2 jugak la. IMALLLLLL!!!! SAIFUL!!!!! mmg jiran aku terkejut lah. hahaha. and ariff, i was like ouh, ariff. haha. sori lah. i was still schocked at that time.

then imal introduced me to his new 'gf'. sape name die imal? zoom zoom eh? tak hot lgsg name. haha. but she was 'hot' man! aku pulak jatuh cinta dgn die. plus, 'gf' kau sedap untuk dibawa. wait, lain mcm siot bunyik. hahahahaha :P

then, we spend the rest of the day talking, catching up en? its been like two years kn we haven't met? haaaahhh... whatever it is, i'm touched la korg still ingt kat aku en? :) korg dtg jugak jumpe aku. tapi korg suke mcm tu, dtg mengejut. this is the third time korg dtg en? the first two time korg dtg mengejut mcm tu i was not home en? padan muke! sape suruh tak bagi tahu dulu nk dtg. hahahaha. nasib baik korg dtg ni aku ade.

whatever it is, i had fun with you guys. lepas ni bule lepak lg kn? kn? kn? :)

footnote : thanks for giving me a visit guys! i appreciate that :)

padan muke!

yeah, setelah beberapa kali aku try semalam nk check aku group ke berapa untuk plkn, tengah hari td baru boleh. kalau semalam, sikit2 service is temporarily not available... lempang kang....nasib baik da boleh..

and group saye ialah group ke 2 atau 3. yeah, same ngan nad n shaffiq. tapi kem dekat mane tak tahu lagi. itu kene tawakkal n redha je lah dpt dkt mane.

yeah, plkn! pdn muke kau efa! balik muke hitam! yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeye!!

footnote : motif plkn? bagi tahu sikit!