good times...

haha.. i got a surprised this morning.. it was 10.30 am i guess. and yesss people, i am still on my bed. i was awake by the sound of the text msg in my phone. i got a text msg from an unknown number and it says weyh.aku kat lua.

and i was like. hah? sape pulak dekat luar ni? sape dtg? ni nom......zzzzzzzz aku tertido balik. hahaha. then another text msg masuk. aku terjage balik. nombor unknown jugak. rupe2nye nombor td. die kate kua lah.hee.

aduh, sape pulak kacau aku tidur ni? knp aku kene keluar? arggghhhh. potong betul. haha

aku pon bangun dgn muke selebetnye, pergilah dekat family hall, tgk depan rumah tak ade sape pon. dlm hati da pns da, sape lah yg kurang hasam prank aku ni?

tibe2 kak long ckp, efa! phone!

sape pulak dah call ni..

rupe2nye nadia, die nk cerita something yg agk sweet. haishhhh. beruntung la kau nad. jeles i! haha. sori la kalau aku bagi reaksi yg agk 'plain'. aku baru bgn tido ah. otak br nk warm up. hihi.

oke, sambung cerita. so, aku pon reply kat nombor tu, sape ni? while nadia was still on the line of course.

then he replied, aku la ngok. seypul. haha. kau sombong, x nk kua kn!

aku bkn sombong la woi. kau yg tak ade dpn umah aku. tyhen i replied, x de pon kau dpn umah aku?

ade lah, kat bwh. xnmpk ke? ade kete merah ni.

and i was like. mane? arghh. plus, aku tgh ckp dgn nad. so, aku pon concentrate la dkt nad dulu. sdg nad sdg syok bercerita dkt aku tibe2 my phone rang. an unknown number jugak call.

unknown : hello
efa : hello
unknown : weyh efa
efa : sape ni?
unknown : .......er...er...ni black la
efa : hah? black? sape?
unknown : iqmal black la....
efa: ooooooo!! iqmal! hahaha
iqmal : keluar lah, aku dekat depan rumah kau ni.
efa : mane korg? aku tak nmpk pon korg? haishhh
iqmal : haisshhhh ade laaaaaa
efa : ouh! wait! korg dkt pintu pagar satu lagi eh?
iqmal : ...........
efa : x pe, kejap2. (pap. aku letak)

sambung ckp dgn nad jap. then i have to cut off the conversation la sbb org dtg pulak en tibe2. then i went into mama's room. pergi jenguk dkt tingkap then nmpk dorg! waaaaaa. lame siot x nmpk dorg. rinduuuuuu huhu

i yelled from upstairs smbil membongkok kerane baju tidur pade waktu itu agak...er..agak...ha, pape je lah.

efa: korg! weyh, korg!

mereka tercari2 dari manekah dtg suare itu en

efa: dkt ats ni lah!

then baru dorg nmpk... :)

efa: weyh, hai korg!! :DDD aku tak mandi lg la weyh! aku br bgn ni.. hahahaha. korg tggu kejap. eh, masuk la dulu. masuk ikut gate satu lg tu. imal, kau park je kereta kau kat dlm.

then aku pergi mandi. lepas mandi, tgk dkt depan balik kete imal da tak ade. i called him. he said die pergi beli paper sekejap. die kate saiful n imran ade. and i was like, mane ade? tak ade sape pon kat bwh.

so, i called saiful. die ade dkt luar. x nk masuk. segan konon! nyampah aku! haha

so, put on my clothes and i ran down the stairs. excited nk jumpe kwn lame. hihi

smpi je kat luar, i saw iqmal standing in front of his 'gf' haha. and saiful and imran and....ariff! yes, he was there. terkejut kot! i was stunt jugak la. my reaction says it all i guess. i was so excited to see imal n saiful. terjerit2 jugak la. IMALLLLLL!!!! SAIFUL!!!!! mmg jiran aku terkejut lah. hahaha. and ariff, i was like ouh, ariff. haha. sori lah. i was still schocked at that time.

then imal introduced me to his new 'gf'. sape name die imal? zoom zoom eh? tak hot lgsg name. haha. but she was 'hot' man! aku pulak jatuh cinta dgn die. plus, 'gf' kau sedap untuk dibawa. wait, lain mcm siot bunyik. hahahahaha :P

then, we spend the rest of the day talking, catching up en? its been like two years kn we haven't met? haaaahhh... whatever it is, i'm touched la korg still ingt kat aku en? :) korg dtg jugak jumpe aku. tapi korg suke mcm tu, dtg mengejut. this is the third time korg dtg en? the first two time korg dtg mengejut mcm tu i was not home en? padan muke! sape suruh tak bagi tahu dulu nk dtg. hahahaha. nasib baik korg dtg ni aku ade.

whatever it is, i had fun with you guys. lepas ni bule lepak lg kn? kn? kn? :)

footnote : thanks for giving me a visit guys! i appreciate that :)

padan muke!

yeah, setelah beberapa kali aku try semalam nk check aku group ke berapa untuk plkn, tengah hari td baru boleh. kalau semalam, sikit2 service is temporarily not available... lempang kang....nasib baik da boleh..

and group saye ialah group ke 2 atau 3. yeah, same ngan nad n shaffiq. tapi kem dekat mane tak tahu lagi. itu kene tawakkal n redha je lah dpt dkt mane.

yeah, plkn! pdn muke kau efa! balik muke hitam! yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeye!!

footnote : motif plkn? bagi tahu sikit!

yes baby!

can't wait for tonight!

i'm going to watch new moon with abby!

yeah baby! :DD its just the two of us. sisters day out la konon ;P

woooohhooo... i've been waiting for the movie the whole year! hahaha

footnote : dah, jgn nk suke sgt. pergi study biology sane!

meet my new bestfriend ;)

ok, sebenarnya da lame nk cerita mende ni. tapi asyik terlupa jeh. menda nih kalau saye teringat jeh, mesti nk tergelak. especially kalau nadia or sue or amani ungkit balik pasal kejadian2 tersebut. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. kelakar siot. haaaaa kan, da gelak sorg2.

ok, cerita pertama :

it was two weeks before spm kot, lebih kurang laaaaaa. any how, pada suatu hari, saye decide untuk stay di sekolah pada hari itu kerana ingin join study group rakan2 tercinta. i had my lunch at the canteen with my friends. biase lah, makan and berborak tak hingat dunia mcm kantin tu kiteorg punye. hehe. so, after lunch, me and my friends pon pergilah library sbb nk start study group la kan..

and on my way there, sewaktu saye nk naik tangga yg dekat kantin tuh, saye terserempak dengan seorang budak. she was about to head down the stairs and i was about to went up the stairs, so mcm kiteorg bertembung la kan. since muke die dah terpampang dihadapan saye, saye senyum je la dkt die.. senyum mcm ni je taw :) bukan yg mcm ni :DD ha, paham tak? sambil di dalam hati berkata oooo, ni anak cikgu tajuddin ni.

as i was about to take another step, tibe2 die pandang saye dgn pandangan yg agak creepy + scary + mengharapkan sesuatu + innocent. haaaa. yeah, she has that look you know. plus, dgn matenye yg agak bulat dan agak... agak.... agak 'menyerlah' tu. haha ;)

so when she gave me that look, die pon dengan slumber rock nye berkata :

tut : ade 50sen? (sambil menunjukkan 5 jarinya yg lemah gemalai)
jap, nak gelak jap. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. giler kau ni efa. org bace tak gelak pon, kau sorg je yg lebih2

saye yg dlm keadaan yg terpinga2 dan terkejut pon berkata :

efa : ha? (sambil buat muke blur) ade kot.

saye pon menyeluk poket di baju dan mengeluarkan 50 sen dan memberikan kepadanya. die pon terus cabut dan meninggalkan saye dlm keadaan bingung.

saye bukan lah kesah sgt psl duit itu sebenarnya sbb 50 sen je en. tapi saye terkejut sbb saye mmg tak kenal die. saye cuma tahu yg die tu ank cikgu tajuddin. tup2, die mintak duit kau. nak mintak duit tu bagi la slm dulu ke ape en. hahahahaha.

now, cerita kedua :

this thing happen selepas saye baru lepas habis kelas. mcm biase, saye stay back di sekolah. and mcm biase jugak, saye jumpe 'tut' sekali lagi. and mcm biase, dekat tangga tu jugak. aku rase tangga tu mmg tempat pertemuan kami la. hahaha.

this time, aku n nadia berjalan lah menuju ke tangga itu. sue n amani di belakang. dah nk smpi je dekat tangga tu, tibe2 muncul 'tut' dari mane entah. die pon nk turun tangga tu jugak. amani n sue nmpk je budak tu, dorg pon berkate 'fa, kawan baik kau fa'. mmg si tut tu tak dengarlah ape yg dorg ckp. die terus berpaling ke arah kami. nadia pulak yang terserempak dengan najwa at that time, bule pegi bantai berborak. aku, sue n amani tnggu la dorg berborak kejap. and when she saw me, die mcm tnggu saye dekat tepi tangga tu taw. die pandang je saye.

dah die pndg je aku, aku pon senyum je la :) mcm ni. sbb she gave me that 'look' again. tibe2 instinct aku berkate, agak2 die nk mintak duit lagi k ar?

tak smpi due saat naluri berkate begitu, she came up to me and said :

tut : ade 40 sen?(smbil menunjuk 4 jarinya yg lemah gemalai sekali lagi)

amani n sue dekat belakang da gelak habis2an da. nadia lagi kejam. die dah lah sebelah aku, mmg die pause berborak dgn najwa and gelak HAHAHAHAHA dulu. and smbung borak.

aku pndg ke belakang ke arah amani n suraya smbil memberikan mereka pandangan 'girls, help me'. harapan... mmg dieorg tgh seronok gelak ah. hahahaahaha. kelakar siot.

then, aku pon berkate kepade tut :

efa : hah? (smbil buat muke blur lagi) ade kot.. ade... ade... (sambil menyeluk poket)

i gave her the 40 cents and as usual she would leave me just like that. inilah die dikatakan, habis madu sepah dibuang. hahaha.


ok, third story :

ni happen time spm mathematics. time tu rehat. suraya suruh saye teman die pergi toilet. saye pon oke je lah sbb saye nk pergi kantin and get myself some food. lepas beli makanan, kiteorg pon menuju ke toilet. nak pergi toilet tu, kene lalu tangga 'maut' tu taw. nk smpi je tangga tu, tibe suraya ckp :

sue : fa, kwn baik kau dkt belakang.

aku pon pusing la belakang. yeah, itu die tut. die mmg di blkg aku lah.

sue : kwn baik kau doe.
efa : jgn nk ckp kuat sgt pon x pe, die bule dgr kot. die tgh pndg tu.

seriously, i can feel her staring at me.

dah nk smpi je toilet, saye ckp :

efa : sue, aku tggu dekat sini. x nk aku mkn depan toilet.
ye, maafkan saye kerana makan berdiri. darurat...

sue : ok.

while waiting for suraya to do her business. tiba2.... muncul tut dari belakang. die pon nk pergi toilet rupenye. mmg sah la die nmpk aku. aku ni bukan kecik dan halus seperti die. so kompem nmpk punye. haha.

die mcm biase, gave me that look. aku try to ignore her dengan memandang ke arah makanan saye. tapi gagal. die tetap juge berkate :

tut : ADE....
aku fikir da berape sen pulak die nak ni...
tut : ADE PAPE TAK DEKAT BELAKANG SAYA?
efa : ouh, (sambil menarik nafas lega) tak ade. tak ade.

aku rase pelik pulak die tak mintak duet. efa. efa. orang tu mintak duit kau pelik, die tak mintak duit kau pelik. ape yg kau nk sbenarnya ni?

the last but not least story :

ini berlaku pagi semalam iaitu sebelum spm pendidikan islam. pagi tu kami sepatutnya berhimpun di tapak perhimpunan tetapi disebabkan hujan renyai, kami diarahkan ke kantin. otw ke kantin, dihadapan makmal kimia tercinta, tetiba nad n sue pndg belakang. then dorg ckp :

nad : fa? pahal dgn kawan baik kau tu? die mcm tak sihat je?
sue : aah la weyh. die mcm sakit je.
nad : die mcm nk pengsan la weyh.

aku time tu mcm pelik la, kawan baik aku yg mane pulak ni?
pandang je belakang, tgk tut rupenye. die mcm tgh berjalan in pain. die pegang2 dinding. serius mcm nk pengsan sambil buat muke terkerut2 yg menahan sakit.

aku time tu nk tegur die, nk tnye is she alright or not. tapi mcm takut pon ade jgak. so i decide tu ask her la whats wrong. kang die pengsan betol2 karang da rase bersalah en. saye pon pergi dekat die and tanye :

efa : knp ni?
tut : (sambil terkerut2 dan memegang perutnya) banyak sangat...
efa : oooo. period pain la kot ni...
tut : bnyk sgt bace ni (smbil menunjuk buku rujukan agama nye)
efa : (nk tergelak da time tu. tapi control) oooo. (sambil fikir nk ckp ape) awak perlahan2 lah eh. kalau sakit sgt, duduk la dulu.

itu jelah yg mampu aku ckp. hahahahahahaha. bikin cuak je die tu.

omg. saye mcm kesian dekat die sbenarnye sbb she seems like she need a friend. because all this while, selalu nmpk die mkn sorg2. dduk sorg2. so, kesian la. saye bule je kawan dgn die but she scares me sometime. tapi tak apalah. kesian dkt die kn. saye tak kisah lah die mintak duit ke ape ke. saye ikhlas tolong die :) da kate kawan baik en? (nadia, sue, amani! korg yg ckp. bkn aku) :P

footnote : i'm gonna miss this when i'm finish with school :')

it made me stronger

life is my fulltime job. in fact, its everybody's fulltime job. no matter what happens, we'll just have to move on.

life is unpredictable. yup, it's definitely is. its funny how you can lose something or someone in just a split second. first you can be so in love together or close like a family or bestfriend and the next thing you know, you both are enemies or 'just friends'. you lose that 'special' something. it's painful. it really is. just one mistake and everything change ever since. but one thing that never change is my love to you.

ya allah, aku redha dengan ketentuanmu. jika ini ujianmu terhadapku, maka bantulah aku ya allah. berikan aku kekuatan dan kecekalan.

i have to be strong. and i really am trying to be strong. SPM. itu lagi penting. tapi tipulah kalu this matter don't bug me at all. it does bug me. but, i have to let it go for a while so i can concentrate on my studies. i cant jeopardise my own future. i got a long journey ahead of me.

and, i accept your decision. i can't blame you for making that decision. i understand how you feel. since that night, i've been trying to put myself in your place. so i really understand how you feels. and i really hope also, by me trying to understand your situation, that you would try to understand my situation. but i guess i was wrong. it looks like i'm the only one whose trying to be understanding. i'm sorry, but that is how feel. i'm not mad at you but i'm just quite disappointed.

all i can say is, I'M SORRY. i know it wouldn't make things better nor change the past but that is all i can say. i'm sorry. i didn't expect this. you think i want this to happen? giler hape.

and i guess by me agreeing to the fact that we're separating, is the only thing i can do for you to make things right kn? i would do anything to make it up to you. so, if you want us to be apart, i have nothing else to say but just to accept it. i would do anything, anything to make you happy with your life once again.

i am weak without you. i'm sorry. but i have to admit it. you have become apart of me. when you're gone, i feel empty. i don't know if you remember this or not but i've told you before that its been couple of years that i've been struggling to recover myself until i met you. i'm willing to take the risk by opening up myself to you.

but somehow. i know that i can be strong. i know He is there. and my bestfriends kept me strong. NADIA, SUE and AMANI, you guys helped me through a lot. i don't know how to repay you guys. THANKS A MILLION. i love you guys.

and you, don't worry. we can still be friends. but things wont be the same again. its not that i hate you, no! i don't have the right to do that. its just that i need some time. u understand kn? this thing is hard for me. way toooooo hard.

and once again, I'M SORRY...

footnote : no matter what happen, I STILL LOVE YOU. that feeling wont fade away just like that. its still lives strongly inside me.

nadia says.. :)

yeah i know, lame tak update blog. i've been quite busy lately and malas pon ade jgak sbenarnye... heee

i have lots to tell here but i don't know where to start.. ouh yeah, why don't we start with ASS-PEE-EMM..hahaha...i just wanna wish best of luck for all the spm candidates 2009! we can do it baby! :)

lagi nk ckp psl ape eh? ouh ye.. this is something that i've read at nadia's blog a long time ago...she wrote something about me. so here it goes :

"Budak baru dlm geng! HAHAHA joke2. Almost 2years jugak kami brkwn. Ketinggian,sederhana,'mantap',cantik,hot,digilai. Digilai oleh seseorg,seseorg yg 'putih'! oh yes! Jual mahal sgt, org tu da suka mcm org gila, sapu jela. Na jugak jual mhl. Mnyampah aku. HAHA Anak bongsu drpd 5org adik beradik. Hbt berbahasa inggeris. So,of course terer in BI and EST. Pandai menari! hbt! Juga mempunyai comunication skill yg bagus. Confident. Friendly. Kelakar hanjing! Bosan sgt kt kelas kalau dia tade. Mempunyai masalah punctuality. Tp still ok kot :) Malas pegi aktiviti koko. Meminati jurusan memasak. Pudding dia sdp sgt! Sgt rapat dgn family members dan mgunakan perkataan yg pelik2 sesama ahli keluarga. HAHA. Bijak mengawal diri dan perasaan. Jarang mrh,dan ta suka memujuk.Cpt belajar tp kurg pandai utk mengajar org lain.Menghidap penyakit kulit sensitif,dan gtl2,HAHAHA! juga cirit birit dan gastrik.HAHAHAHAHA. Senang utk didekati.Memahami dan open minded.Tidak suka bfikir tntg perkara yg remeh temeh. Dan sensitif apabila mdgr nama S (bukan nama sbnr) HAHA! Rahsia besar tntg Efa, Efa admired bdk bwh umur, A (bkn nama sbnr) HAHAHA."

haha. ily nadia!! almost 99.5% of what she wrote is true. bab yg mantap dgn digilai tu silap kot. she was talking bout herself actually. hahaha. ;)

footnote : otak suda ketandusan idea untuk menulis di blog. semuanya salah add math!